Full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.
"Thou must have nought to do with the other!" cried the shrink.
Nice to have someone official-like to confirm my thoughts on the matter, but where exactly will I find a full-time live-in carer? Its all very well spouting "best interests" blah blah, but I still need someone to pick me up off the floor when my back slips out and I cant move for two weeks, or look after the kids when I'm suddenly comatose from my medications.
Its a fucked situation here and no one's best interests are being looked after and, short of a live-in minion, I cant see how that is ever going to change.
I should have listened to my mother when she told me, age 8, to never get married.
You and me both.... Except mine left. Leaving me in a far worse state than I ever was without him. Probably because he was the problem, not me.
ReplyDeleteOh darl, got not much of help to say though I wish I did! I remain in awe of you actually surviving all of this. Put one foot in front of the other, take one breath at a time and keep going. Thinking of you.
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