In the interests of keeping my panic attacks under control, I peed on another stick this morning. I figured that if the hcg doubled in the last 48 hours, that pink line would appear quicker than it did the other day.
On Thursday it took 3 minutes for a faint hint of "maybe thats a line, no you're making this up, oh shit, get fucked". Today...1 MINUTE!!!!!!
Rekshun that's doubling?
Made the cardinal mistake of working out the due date. I dont know why. Its not like I'm actually... No, lets not go there. Well, a couple of people online asked. So I looked up the calculator thingy.
Not going to mention it here. Not yet.
Made another cardinal mistake. We went out for a lovely long drive in the countryside yesterday, and just happened (as we are wont to do) to find an Op Shop. I found an absolutely faaaabulous black fake fur jacket for $7 but they wouldnt let me put it through on plastic unless we spent more than $10. I found this cute little baby jumpsuit thingy with little bunny heads attached to the front. And I bought it.
What was I thinking?????
You were probably thinking I deserve some hope and happiness. After all we've been through it's OK to want to dream again.
ReplyDeleteHoping that this is it and everything falls into place for you now. *fingers crossed*
I still don't understand why it is you think you AREN'T preggers? Hon.... I'm pretty damn sure it's safe to say that you ARE.
ReplyDeleteYou were probably thinking I deserve some hope and happiness. After all we've been through it's OK to want to dream again.
ReplyDeleteHoping that this is it and everything falls into place for you now. *fingers crossed*