Thursday, November 30, 2006

Yeh, Well You and Your Cat.

Its amazing how much people give away about themselves by attempting to defend their actions to complete strangers.

Someone seems to not have a very good grasp of the English language, judging by the continued text messaging after having received the "do not contact me again" request. Man-way-lah, bless her fired-up little heart, sent the Fucktard an email reminding him of my request. It was a short email. Polite. A couple of sentences. It required no response.

Unfortunately HeWhoShallBeIgnored felt that the appropriate thing to do was to explain himself justify his actions in many long-winded paragraphs that actually ellicited no new information other than the fact that he is incapable of proper use of commas, officious to within an inch of his life and unable to communicate in any way that does not involve some use of bullshit pseudo-legal power trip.

Seriously, in his writing as in his speech, all that is missing from his Police Prosecutor role is the "I put it to you...I put it to you."

He sent yet another email last night, again long-winded excercise in self-justification, coupled with the re-writing of history (he's the sensitive caring one and I'm the evil foul-mouthed one who's confused about what he was talking about) and a pinch of either my mother lied to him or he lied to me.

It doesnt matter of course. I'm merely writing this down so that when insanity the urge insanity strikes me and I feel like I should be getting involved in this clusterfuck again, I can come back and remind myself of how bad it really is.

And by "it doesnt matter of course" I mean it matters in that "jesustapdancinchrist where do you people get all this crap from and why am I suddenly the bad guy when I've done nothing to anyone and maybe I've always been the bad guy to you all and never realised it until now and how the hell did THAT happen" kinda way.

Its very noisy inside my head as I try to put all this to rest. My parents are in their nursing home. All their belongings that I am "holding on to" and "refusing to return" will be given back to them tomorrow by Monkey Boy. The nursing home has been made aware of the family breakdown and that HeWhoShallBeIgnored is now the only contact for anything to do with their care. Tomorrow, as the very annoying Craig David song said, I'm walking away from the troubles in my life.

12 comments:

  1. I held my breath right through reading your post. My shoulders tensed. I felt stressed. Then I read the last paragraph and I felt a huge sigh of relief.

    The whole situation sucks, of course it does, and that is saying it mildly, but I feel relieved that you might be getting some closure on this horrid situation, and that finally you might get some space in your head to think of other things.

    I wish for you -- peace.

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  2. noassmomma12:20 am

    Hang in there baby. Momma loves you.

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  3. go shuzzbutt, go shuzzbutt, it's your birthday!
    TCB no longer means TAKING CARE OF BUSINESS now does it?! Glad you can get on with it lady, and just take care of yourself, the monkey and the spud...
    you live with a potato and a monkey? that's funny
    xJ

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  4. Anonymous10:31 pm

    Oh baruch hashem, BARUCH HASHEM!!! Well done baby, well done! I'm so happy you have finally decided to throw the warts with the bath water, I know it must be hard even if your family are all mad or evil or both. Any twinges of emotions not apropriate to be wasted on your family are just phantom pain, they too shall pass. You have balls, kudos to you.

    Block the fuck out of him, and AMEN!

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  5. Is it MY turn to send him an email yet? hooboy! BTW - I want full credit for calling her Man-way-la.

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  6. For those not in the know, TCB actually means Total Cunty Bumface.

    And yes, lala DID come up with Man-way-lah first. So yay for her.

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  7. Anonymous1:09 pm

    Hey Panda. I've been out of town through this and am only now caught up. It sounds totally shitty and bad. I'm so sorry your brother is putting all that shit on you. I know you don't deserve it.
    Thinking of you...
    OTJ

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  8. No actually... Benny Simms came up with it first... at Coal Harbour Elementary School. I was six at the time.

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  9. I hope this all works out for you now Panda and as Bugsy says there can be some peace for you. I must admit I feel a bit suspicious of the long winded emails that your brother is sending about the place. It does sound very much like he's 'rewriting history'. I wonder if it's worth you writing it down yourself. I know you have been doing just that in your blog but (naturally) your posts are being written in immediate response to what's going on and are an emotional response as well. In a few months the heat may go out of the situation and then...if brother has all the access and has the 'history' all 'factually' laid out, will that be deemed the truth.
    Particularly with his legal background, I just wonder, that's all. May just be my writer's paranoia about truth and the power behind it...

    Anyway, hang in there. It's been a horrendous horrible experience.

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  10. I hope this all works out for you now Panda and as Bugsy says there can be some peace for you. I must admit I feel a bit suspicious of the long winded emails that your brother is sending about the place. It does sound very much like he's 'rewriting history'. I wonder if it's worth you writing it down yourself. I know you have been doing just that in your blog but (naturally) your posts are being written in immediate response to what's going on and are an emotional response as well. In a few months the heat may go out of the situation and then...if brother has all the access and has the 'history' all 'factually' laid out, will that be deemed the truth.
    Particularly with his legal background, I just wonder, that's all. May just be my writer's paranoia about truth and the power behind it...

    Anyway, hang in there. It's been a horrendous horrible experience.

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  11. Anonymous2:40 am

    Hey Panda. I've been out of town through this and am only now caught up. It sounds totally shitty and bad. I'm so sorry your brother is putting all that shit on you. I know you don't deserve it.
    Thinking of you...
    OTJ

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  12. go shuzzbutt, go shuzzbutt, it's your birthday!
    TCB no longer means TAKING CARE OF BUSINESS now does it?! Glad you can get on with it lady, and just take care of yourself, the monkey and the spud...
    you live with a potato and a monkey? that's funny
    xJ

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