Thursday, July 21, 2005

So, you want to know about the pee thing?

Look, I know I've posted heaps of photos recently, and at the risk of turning this into a photoblog, please allow me to post just one more.

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Colour me seven shades of purple, but that looked rather like a line to me. At 3 minutes in the pee cup something vague started appearing on the stick, so I yelled "GET FUCKED" at the stick and stomped out of the bathroom. I stood outside the door for another 2 minutes, watching the clock and repeating over and over, "Its not a line, dont be bloody stupid, it cant be a line, of course its not a line, fuck off its not a line."

I went back into the bedroom and said to Monkey Boy, "Look, I know we've had this conversation before, but could you have a look at this?" He thought it was a line. I asked the kitties. They also thought it was a line.

Emergency appointment with GP at 10am. (We had 10 minutes to get dressed and get out the house). Much laughter from her. Pee on another stick. Get jabbed in the arm. Bleed everywhwere because stupid vampira punctured right through the vein. Distract ourselves with pretties at the Zoo.

Go back to GP at 2:00.

Beta HCG at 19DPO is 130.5.

130.5

130.5

130.5

Last time, at 19DPO it was only 71. This is much better, right? Its a good sign, right?

130.5

130.5

130.5

Another Beta on Monday morning to check doubling etc.

130.5

130.5

How is this even possible?

Okay, I know "how it happened", but HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?????

This wasnt supposed to happen. We were told categorically this couldnt happen. We had sex ONCE this month. ONCE. 13% normal morphology.

I wont believe it until we get the 2nd Beta.

Shit.

20 comments:

  1. Lordy, Panda. You gave me the shock of my life there. Here's hoping the next beta is even better! Now go for a lie down in a darkened room.

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  2. Hello. I just popped by from the farm(Barren Mare) and I thought this post warranted a CONGRATULATIONS!! I ,yself just had an argument with the stick and I won. Looks like you did too. Right on! I'll be back to see how it goes.
    Lala
    http://lalaland.typepad.com

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  3. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG That is not a line - that is a BLOODY GREAT BIG DARK BEAUTIFUL LINE.

    OMG my heart is pounding I am so excited for you.

    Can I cry now? OMG This is fantastic. This is better than fantastic - it is ohhh I don't know what, but it is really really wonderful. OMG

    Did I mention - OMG?

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  4. You what? Huh? Wow, that caught me offguard. I'm still reeling. Woo hoo!

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  5. Neener Neener Neener - Panda's knocked up. hehehehe I'm so happy for you! Those are some delicious numbers you posted. Praying for a healthy and easy pregnancy for you my friend :)

    Woo Hoo!!!!!

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  6. That is SO wonderful!!

    (I know this is my first time commenting on your blog - but what the hell?!?! What a great excuse to make my first comment)

    Uber-Congrats, dear. Please keep us updated as to how you are doing.

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  7. I LOVE your reaction!

    Evidently that 'get[ting] fucked' thing worked for ya...!

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  8. Holy crap. Congratulations! Good luck on Monday!

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  9. What? WHAT??!! That's fucking awesome, girl!

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  10. Wow! That's simply the best news all week. I'm keeping everything crossed for you that the next beta comes back fine.

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  11. Just stopping by from Bugsy, that is most excellent news Panda. Can't wait to hear what the next results will bring.

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  12. SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! Are you KIDDING ME?????? WAAAAHOOOOO!!!!

    Oh my god, Panda.... I'M OVER THE FREAKING MOON WITH JOY!!!!! You had damn fucking well better stay in contact with us over the next couple days.... the first thing I'm going to do when I wake up from surgery tomorrow... is have Attila check your blog for an update.

    HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  13. Um, I second everything Manuela just said. [Getting up off of floor now.]

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  14. I had a feeling you'd be pregnant. Well done! That gives me heaps of hope. What CD did you do the deed?

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  15. Cherice12:02 pm

    PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

    WOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

    You bloody clever woman!!!! In your face Repromed!!!!!!!!

    I'm so thrilled for you! Doing an I did it my way dance. :)

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  16. I actually said "Fuck me!" when I saw the test. But then, we are more sweetly-mannered in Europe.

    YOU'RE PREGNANT!!! And that beta looks good doesn't it? You're preggers, Panda! Excellent, most fabulous news! *Cheers*

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  17. Oh all right, stop being vicious. But p-word for me is and always will be psoriasis.

    So allow me to rephrase: You're PSORIASIS! Pso, pso much! Four lines! Psoriasis! YEY!!!

    Serves you right!

    [Now, regarding the "F-word", go to this post of mine : http://lioness-pride.blogspot.com/2005/05/f-word_22.html and check out that song. Trust me. It will help create, er, good psoriatic vibes. *coughs up furball*]

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  18. I had a feeling you'd be pregnant. Well done! That gives me heaps of hope. What CD did you do the deed?

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  19. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG That is not a line - that is a BLOODY GREAT BIG DARK BEAUTIFUL LINE.

    OMG my heart is pounding I am so excited for you.

    Can I cry now? OMG This is fantastic. This is better than fantastic - it is ohhh I don't know what, but it is really really wonderful. OMG

    Did I mention - OMG?

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  20. You what? Huh? Wow, that caught me offguard. I'm still reeling. Woo hoo!

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