Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Grumpy cow

So many women from the forum have got positive pg tests this month. I think its up to 12 now. Its really starting to shit me.

Its not that I'm not happy for everyone else's great news - after all, some of those women have been trying longer than I have and have had multiple miscarriages or stillbirths. They deserve every bit of happiness. But it still hurts when others leave the TTC group and I'm still here, waiting, waiting, waiting.

Sometimes I feel like a cold bitch if those jealous feelings come up, but I guess after this long its only natural that I want it to be my turn soon please.

Pretty please. With sugar on top.

1 comment:

  1. Anonymous11:43 am

    i know how you feel. Your turn will come. Good luck with your ttc journey.
    I am also in the same boat. Dp and i have been ttc after missed misscarriage last year.
    Wishing you all the best.


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